Love.

I think I've finally learnt what it truly means to love. For a while there, I was struggling with whether loving someone in the way I was, was actually just being a pushover. But I don't think it is anymore. I think it's recognising that the love you have for that person is stronger than anything that could ever happen.

My fiancé and I have been through so much together; to be honest, probably nearly more than what a lot of relationships will ever go through. This has definitely placed its challenges on us and continues to to this day, but it has also really taught me what genuine love is.

I have no doubt that many people would have walked away by now if they were him or if they were me, for many different reasons. Believe me, both of us have been very close to many times. I can only speak on my behalf, but the love I have for him has drawn me back every single time.

I honestly cannot express to you how much this guy means to me. How much I know deep down that regardless of what is thrown at us, I will always love him so much deeper than I ever even thought was possible. He is my absolute heart and soul, and I have really recognised that of late. I would do anything for his happiness or to strengthen our relationship. I feel just so lucky to have that type of love for someone. At such a young age still too, I am blessed. I get to go through so many different life experiences with someone who holds my heart in his hands.

So to anyone who is going through anything and is questioning what it means to love someone unconditionally, trust your heart. If it is meant to be, you will get through. It will be worth it. Give your whole heart to the person you love and begin to trust them with it. It's a VERY good feeling.

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