The waiting game...

Let me introduce you to the latest game I'm playing.
It's called 'The Waiting Game'.

Basically, I sit and I wait. For him to choose when I am enough, for him to choose when he feels comfortable, for him to choose when I can have girlfriend privileges, basically just for him to choose to treat me right and like I deserve.

Does it sound like a fun game to you? Me neither.
But, little old me has signed my name up and strapped in for the ride.
Let's see if I come out on top - let the games begin.

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